I have felt funny asking for this because it seems so selfish but the Scriptures say that we have not because we ask not. So I want to ask you to pray with me that God will heal my remaining kidney!
The doctor’s say that it is functioning at 60 to 70% of what it should. It is not that bad but will have to be closely monitored. It is a nagging doubt! Basically it may stay where it is, not really good but not so bad, or it may get worse.
I would like to ask God to heal my kidney so that I could continue to serve Him here if that is His will. I do love Him and I am ready to go to Heaven. I feel torn to even say something here. I know that I should be ready to leave right now but I hope that my life is counting for something here and now and would like to ask Him to extend my service to Him.
I do not want to just live my life like I want to but rather to please Him, to serve Him, and to serve His people. I want my life to be engaged in reaching the world with the gospel.
I promise not to make this a constant thing. I will not major on it or focus on it but I would like to ask you to pray that God would heal me. I believe that He hears and answers prayer. I am all for Him doing just that if it is His will.
I am ready for Heaven. I do long to see Him and serve Him. I, however, think that maybe I can still be useful at Vision Baptist Church, Vision Baptist Missions, and in my family!
So I ask you this once to pray that God would heal me! Thank you for listening to my selfishness!